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30.06.2015

Salam.

SERPH

He looks like a girl ahahaha. Only Kaneko can put mascara on men and still make them look like an actual man.

Here, reference.

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Serph from Digital Devil Saga. Cool guy, even though he doesn’t speak. I enjoyed DDS1 – it teaches you about the joys of cannibalism, no kidding. It has some hinduism-buddisim themes I think, like Nirvana and the name of the places and such. Plus, I find the Junkyard to be a cool place and the inhabitants really weird – in a good way. Though, of all the characters in the game, I could never really – for the love of God – make myself like Sera. Maybe because she’s so useless. Maybe because she’s stupidly childish. Maybe because her singing rubbed me the wrong way. Doesn’t help that she’s the main driving force of the game and everything revolves around her.

And then I played DDS2.

And I’m like, WHAT.

I played until you need to go to the airport or something – but felt like the game was jumping the shark long before then, so I was grudgingly trudging along the whole time and I just had to stop. Spoiler alert: they made Sera a playable character in DDS2, as if my prayers for her to not be useless were answered or something, only in the worse possible way.

The worse possible way!

But this is Shin Megami Tensei we’re talking about and they’re used to making weird things happen I suppose.

Generally, from what I understand so far, Sera is the cause of everything wrong in DDS1. It’s her fault the cannibalism happened and one of your friend got so jealous of you that he attempted murder or something along those lines.

Yes, shes supposed to be that important :U But I really cannot tolerate her.

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Posted by on 06/30/2015 in Lukisan

 

[ART] Holidays are over!

Salam.

Holidays are over and I am not happy! Taking into consideration that I did not study at all and I’m getting closer to the exams, I am already foreseeing a very very very stressful period. But you know what? Someone is eventually gonna pop up and tell me that “huhuhu study lagi best dari keje tau huhuhuhu”.

So what did I do over the holidays? Finishing up Nocturne. I also managed to complete my report, if that even matters. God, this game was really grindy but I finally managed to get the True Demon Ending. I have been preparing for this fight for the past 80-90 hours i.e. since I started playing, which was two months ago. Eh, wasn’t so happy about the ending, but who cares.

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Towards the end of the game, you get really really really strong to the point that it’s laughably easy as compared when you started out. You go around the world steamrolling demons left and right without even thinking. Well, except for the bosses though.

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To commemorate this occasion, I drew Toaster the Demifiend! Not used to drawing people without clothing, so I used the closest book to me which has pictures of shirtless men, Netter’s. Thank you Uncle Netter, your contribution to me understanding anatomy is truly appreciated. But Uncle Netter’s drawing of the anterior chest is always of someone whose pretty ripped, so that’s why Demifiend is a bit toned, uh, I guess.

I drew this a while back, but never bothered to post it because I was playing Digital Devil Saga 1. As compared to Nocturne, DDS1 is waaaaaay easier, I’m already at the last boss’ door step and I just clocked 30-40 hours. Everyone can learn everything and you don’t have to worry about demons filling up your slots, recruiting demons, being ditched while in a conversation, etc. What you do have to worry about in DDS is money, money and money. At one point towards the end of the game, you’d be grinding for money more than levels and everything costs millions (that’s right, millions). Another thing you should worry about is that you can face the Demifiend in battle!

I was so excited for this I forgot to read that you can only face him in your second playthrough. Oh well, I am too lazy to replay this entire game again, with Sera’s awful singing and all that love triangle thing, so I’ll just skip his fight.

…I-I’m not scared, okay?!

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Posted by on 10/12/2014 in Berita, Lukisan, Permainan Video, Siap

 

[NEWS] Eclipses

Salam.

There was a rumor that there was going to be a sun eclipse a few days back. My brother got really excited about it because he’s never seen an eclipse (me neither…), but whether or not it was true, I’m not so sure because we didn’t see anything. Maybe that’s the point, you’re not supposed to see anything because the sun was blocked, but it looked like any normal cloudy day on that day and it wasn’t even that dark.

And he was so looking forward to seeing it, he was persistently watching the sky and asking me the time, the poor kid.

But onto more better news.

There was a special Mushishi episode which was being released for already a few months and I didn’t even know! And there is also season two! I haven’t been keeping up with anime nowadays, since most of them – for me personally – didn’t feel like it was worth watching.

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But for those of you who, like me, has been waiting for years for a season two and it never got released and so you proceeded to read the manga, then let me tell you that the anime is exactly like the manga – as I would expect. Only with colour, voices and a little animation here and there.

But to be truly honest, I’m a bit disappointed with season 2. Maybe because I already know all the stories, so none of them come as a surprise or PLOT TWIST! to me, but I find the anime lacking. It might just be me but I find that there are too many ‘silent’ scenes – like in season 1, you would either hear the sounds of birds, people talking, rustling of the leaves or clothes or heck, even some background music to give some feels if there was no dialogue or animation going on. Plus, there’s a lot of pauses between the dialogues/Ginko’s monologue, too long at times that it’s just unnecessary, and you’re just left staring at a few still images. That being said, I personally find that there is a lot of still images. Only occasionally would you get that one still image which makes you admire the details. The music is still superb though, that’s Toshio Masuda for you.

Anyway, weren’t we talking about eclipses just now?

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Incidentally, there’s an episode about an eclipse, Hihamukage/Sun-Eating Shade, and it ain’t any normal episode, it’s a special episode – 40 minutes of Ginko-ing, smoke-ing, mushi-ing, feel-ing, travel-ing, why-won’t-anybody-listen-to-the-mushishi-ing, Toshio-Masuda-ing and also a bit of Adashino-ing (this is important). This episode made me appreciate the sun, even though my room is freaking hot at peak hours. Again, the music never disappoints. I would recommend watching season 1 first before you watch this episode because at the start, it makes a special reference to all of Ginko’s past encounters. But only for those who survived, haha.

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Anyway, a bit of summary.

Everyday the sun rises without fail. Sometimes, we would complain that the sun is too bright or the weather too hot. Rarely, there is the occurrence of a sun eclipse and we marvel at the occasion – only to assume that the eclipse would pass and the sun would appear again. But in one particular village, the eclipse persists and everything falters along with the sun’s light. A girl in the village who was born with a defect in not being able to withstand sunlight is finally able to go out now that the sun is gone. She refuses to help get the sun back as it will only rob her of her freedom but eventually changed her mind when she lost her own sun.

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Posted by on 10/10/2014 in Anime, Berita

 

[NEWS]

Salam.

YEW1

Someone told me to draw something, so I did. Something related to ‘sutures’ I presume.

Today I made a grave, grave, grave mistake of leaving my phoooooonneeeee.

I never thought I would say this, but I couldn’t do anything. And I was too distraught to study or to finish writing my report but I wouldn’t even study/finish writing my report even if i had my phone.

Thank God I got it back asap.

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Posted by on 09/21/2014 in Berita, Lakaran

 

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[ART]

Salam.

Boys

This drawing was really ambitious when I started out. Initially it was just Mark and Corbin. And then what the heck, might as well add Yew, too. And I was actually gonna have two fishes, more toys and loads of stuff at the top but halfway through, I was like ehhhhh, tak larat laa.

I’ve started noticing a pattern here. I always start drawing all these ambitious drawings when I’m stressed. I don’t want to study or play games, I just want to draw. Like, pour everything out. And then when that reaaaally stressed out period has passed, I’m struggling to keep up with my ambitious drawing. A lot of them are unfinished though.

wiplolOther things that changed from the original sketch? Corbin is shorter, waaay shorter. On the other hand, I think Mark turned out extra tall. And those gears – I used a stock image. No way am I able to draw gears at this level. Also upped the contrast a bit because my base colours are always so dull.

On a more unrelated note.

ToasterWhen this game asked for a nickname, I wasn’t expecting things to turn out this way. This game turned incredibly hilarious with demons calling me a toaster out of nowhere.

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Posted by on 08/29/2014 in Lukisan, Permainan Video

 

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[NEWS] Fever fever

Salam.

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I planned to write this last week but since I got chased out of my own room because of fogging activities, I didn’t feel like writing everything back again.

For the past few months, even before the fasting month, more and more of my colleagues went down with fever. And lo and behold, if it ain’t dengue fever, then its not Malaysia. I myself have already got the fever once, so getting it again means that I have the privilege of experiencing dengue haemorrhagic fever.

Let’s just hope that never happens.

It was kind of interesting watching reactions of my colleagues getting dengue fever through social networks. Some of ’em took it like a man (or woman) and never said anything until someone finally realized that they were absent from the class for an entire week. Others wailed like a baby and sulked; as if sulking can actually get their health back.

I got the fever waaaay before this epidemic started. It was a Friday night; there was a sports festival and me being the couch potato, just attended for the sake of attending. Yes, we have sport festivals at night because everyone is busy in the morning. Or they haven’t woken up yet. Anyway, I felt a bit feverish halfway through the night and decided to hit the sack. The next morning, I couldn’t get up from my bed. My head was heavy with a very bad pounding headache. Turning on the lights in the bathroom was enough to make me cringe in pain and it hurts everywhere. Every limb, every joint, every movement. I didn’t eat, I could just drink and even that was painful. In my mind I was formulating all sorts of diagnosis, dengue included.

Meningitis was one. Because I had headache and photophobia. But I was still sane and alert with no neck pain or fits (but then I wouldn’t know if I had fits).

I literally cried from the pain and fumbled in the dark to find some painkillers. Once the pain subsided a little, I could finally sleep and dozed off again. Before I slept, I was thinking of how to drag myself out of bed and go the the nearest ED for help. Even if I go to the ED, they would usually ask me to come back after 3 days. No one who I know is gonna buy me food, take me to the ED or look after me in this state, not even my own housemates. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not the ‘hurr I have no friends‘-thing but it was a weekend; no one is around, everyone is either going home, haven’t woken up yet or is out there berfoya-foya.

I woke up during midday with a scared notion of me dying due to dehydration and people only realizing that I’m dead once they start noticing a foul stench emanating from my room. So that afternoon, I packed whatever stuff I had, popped two painkillers and drove back home.

My parents were surprised that I busted through the door that afternoon, but even more surprised when I told them I got dengue. Anyway, the treatment for dengue is just supportive treatment (and my parents didn’t want me to get admitted) so no antibiotics or magic water is gonna heal it. But it was so difficult for me to drink, let alone eat anything – everything was almost unpalatable and the only thing I wanted to do was sleep. And even that was difficult. The young neighbors screams and shouts every day, the temperature was either too hot or too cold and I don’t even feel like sleeping after sleeping for so much but I felt too tired to do anything else besides sleep. And the vomiting – Oh God, it was a mess.

Well, eventually I finally recovered after one week of missing class. Did any of my classmates miss me? Well, maybe one or two. And right now, all my other colleagues are getting it. The health care staff comes here, I think, almost every other day to fog. I personally don’t think that fogging our hostels would help – there’s a construction site beside our hostel which I really really really think is the breeding site for the mosquitoes. And in the morning and evening, the students are either going out for classes or going out for dinner. But they keep on insisting to fog here, though I’m not complaining.

Whatever floats their boats I guess.

What more, the raining season has started! Everything is only going to get worse.

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Posted by on 08/16/2014 in Berita, Lakaran, Lukisan

 

[NEWS] Anisocoria

Salam.

anisocoria

While we were in our eye-speciality rotation, we were tasked to learn how to see into the eye. And this isn’t in metaphorical terms like ‘the eyes are the windows to the soul’ or ‘the eye of the beholder’ or something like that but physically, literally, look into the eye. Because that’s what eye physicians do, amrite?

To make it easier, the eye has to be dilated. But the facilitator decided that it is best to dilate only one eye, otherwise we won’t be able to focus on near objects for the next few hours.

When you have only one eye dilated, you see the world like it has been blotched and smeared with water, because one eye sees clearly while the other is blurred and the brain combines both of these images together.

So there we were, looking into each others eyes with small bits of rays of light from the fundoscope being shone here and there in that small dark room while we exclaim how difficult it is to appreciate the fundus of the eye.

And because we are asians with dark irises, we can’t really tell which eye is dilated even in a well-lit room; more so in a dark room. But when we shine the light into each eye, we can immediately tell which eye is which because the dilated one looks like a cat’s eye in the dark.

It’s pretty cute.

I’ve read somewhere that sometime in the past, young ladies would purposely dilate their eyes because the large pupils makes them look prettier. But there would be no difference in Asian eyes because our irises are almost the same colour as the pupil.

Does that mean Asian eyes are cuter?

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Posted by on 06/14/2014 in Berita, Lakaran, Lukisan

 

[KDP] Essay writing

Salam.

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This morning I received a letter from the majlis-tertinggi-akademik-office-something through a classmate of mine. For some reason I thought I was being summoned for road traffic offenses and got worked up over nothing.

It was a letter to write an essay.

What the heck man, I haven’t done these things for about ten years or something. You know, those ‘randomly selecting a title from a list of recommended topics that you know nothing about’ like what we did in school. EST had to be one of the worst.

I’m used to writing; I need to pass up proctalgia fugax-inducing reports almost every month. And for the next 2 reports, it has the the additional condition of it being hand written.

Hand written.

But that’s the problem. I’m used to write reports, not essays. Throughout the whole day I was frustrated and depressed as to what I was going to  write about. And the due date is soon. My exams are soon. This letter was received by the faculty on the 8th of May, why am I receiving it on the 22nd of May? I need to write about 2,500 letters? Can I not participate in this thing? I looked through the topics which I could write about. Politics, history, art and culture, economy, military – none of which I am credible at.

Then I noticed that there was a list of faculties which this letter was circulated. Let’s see…Mass Comm, TEKA, Chemical Enjin, BM, Pengajian Bahasa, policy studies, etc.

How and why did this letter even reach my faculty in the first place?

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Somehow, I have this very strong feeling that all the other faculties have an added advantage over me.

They must be laughing at me right now!

Come to think of it, I have always wondered what students of other faculties of different fields think about the students of my faculty. Do you guys, like, detest us or respect us for no apparent reason, or the ‘don’t know don’t care’ sort of attitude? I’d very much like to know.

For science.

By the way, I don’t have proctalgia fugax. That was just a figure of speech.

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[ART] Quickie before class starts

Salam.
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Well to be honest, I actually started drawing last night until midnight.

New posting, new resolve, etc etc. Right now, we’re dealing with something non-organic; something blood tests can’t pick up.

Yes, we are dealing with disorders of the human mind.

Apparently, there’s a difference between hallucinations, illusions and delusions, between hearing a third person voice, a second person voice and pseudo-hallucination, between hypochondriasis, nihilistic and malingering, between a coma and a stupor, between brief psychotic disorder, schizophrenia and schizophreniform and the list continues.

And apparently, you need to know the difference for each and every one.

I was sitting in class with just… like.. huehuehue.

Well, that’s it though. Nothing else which was interesting happened.

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Posted by on 05/05/2014 in Berita, Lakaran, Lukisan

 

[ART] Cancer

Salam.

I hope no one will be offended.

cancer

And congratulations to my seniors who finally graduated! Now you will have to proceed to a lifetime of hell on earth!

Have fun!

Ps: I have no idea why every time I add an image, it always directs to the thumbnail version. Sorry for any inconvenience.

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Posted by on 04/27/2014 in Komik, Lukisan